For years, specialists had told me there was nothing they could do.
Then, a month earlier, Marissa told me about an experimental laser procedure available through a clinical program. The doctors warned that success was not guaranteed, and Brian insisted I was setting myself up for disappointment.
Still, I brought it up over dinner.
Brian placed his fork on the table. “Sweetheart, we talked about this.”
“I know. I just thought…”
“You’ll break your own heart,” he said, and I heard that familiar tightness in his voice again. “I don’t want to watch you fall apart when it doesn’t work.”
I released a slow breath.
“I’ve thought about it a lot,” I said. “Marissa’s willing to help me through the recovery either way.”
“Marissa,” my husband repeated flatly. “Of course.”
He did not refuse again.
Instead, he changed the subject to the leftovers, and I allowed him to because arguing with Brian had never come naturally to me.
A few days later, he left on another week-long business trip.
He kissed my forehead and promised to call every night.
The house became silent around me.