“You drove me to that beach.”
“Yes.”
“You knew I’d find them.”
He pressed his hands flat on the table.
“She knew you’d find them.
I just followed her instructions.”
“You let me believe my children were de@d.”
His jaw tightened.
“She was afraid you’d blame yourself.
She was afraid you’d spend your whole life thinking you failed them.
She wanted you to find them like they were a gift.
Not a debt.”
“They were my daughters.”
“I know that.”
“I raised them for eighteen years and I didn’t know they were mine.”
“I know that too.”
“Do you know what that did to me?
Every night?
Every birthday?
Every time I looked at them and wondered why they looked like her?”
Chris looked at the table.
“I watched you raise them, Tom.
I watched you give up everything.
I watched you love them more than most fathers love children they know are theirs.
I told myself that was enough.
I told myself Naomi was right.”
“She was right about one thing,” I said.
“I would have blamed myself.”
“And you would have destroyed yourself.”
“Maybe.”
“Not maybe.
I was there.
I saw you after she d*ed.