I Became the Father of 9 Girls After My First Love Passed Away – What They Had Hidden From Me Left Me Speechless – Page 2

“What?” I said, barely comprehending what she’d said.

My other daughter, Tina, reached into her bag and pulled out a bundle of old envelopes, tied together.

“We found these in our old house years ago. They’re letters. Mom wrote them about you.”

I stared at them.

“She never sent them,” Mia explained. “We didn’t understand why at first… but when we got older, we read them. We thought they’d help us know her better.”

“Mom wrote them about you.”

I swallowed hard. “And what did they say?”

Mia didn’t hesitate. “That you were the love of her life.”

All those years thinking she’d moved on. All those unanswered questions.

And finally this.

“There’s one we didn’t read,” my daughter said. She stepped forward and handed me a single envelope.

It was sealed. Untouched.

“And what did they say?”

“That one felt different,” Mia said. “Like it wasn’t meant for us. Also, the envelope is addressed to you.”

I took it slowly.

“Dad… you should read it,” she added.

The weight of it sat heavily in my hands.

“You’ve had it all these years?”

“We didn’t know how to give it to you. We weren’t sure what her last words to you were, and we worried they might be bad news for us. Maybe she was asking you to stay far away and find a life of your own,” Kira said.

“Dad… you should read it.”

“And then… time just kept passing,” I finished.

That made more sense than anything else.

I looked down at the envelope again.

My name was written in her handwriting.

“Go on,” Mia said gently.

Carefully, I opened it and started reading.

“Go on.”

“Daryl,

If you’re reading this, then I’ve either found the courage I didn’t have… or I’ve run out of time.

I don’t know how to explain why I stayed away. I’ve tried a hundred times, and every time it sounded like an excuse. You were never just someone from my past.

You were the life I thought I’d have.”

I paused for a second, steadying myself.

“I don’t know how to explain why I stayed away.“

Then I kept going.

“I wanted to tell you the truth so many times.

I wrote letters. I kept them.

I told myself I’d send them when the time was right.

But I waited too long. There’s something you deserve to know.”

My heart started to pound.

“I wanted to tell you the truth so many times.”

I continued reading,

“After our brief night together in high school… I got pregnant. When I told my parents, they didn’t give me much of a choice. When I refused to have an abortion, they pulled me out of school.

Took me away. Cut off everything that connected me to that life, including you.”

My hands trembled as I read on, tears springing to my eyes.

“I didn’t get to say goodbye. And I didn’t get to tell about being a father.

Our daughter grew up strong. Kind. She has your heart.”

“After our brief night together in high school… I got pregnant.”

The words blurred for a second before I forced myself to focus again. I stopped reading and lifted my eyes toward Mia. She, like the others, was watching me in anticipation. I looked back down at the letter.

“I told myself I was protecting you. That I was giving you a chance at a different life.

But the truth is… I was scared. If I ever got the chance, I would’ve told you everything. I would’ve told you that I never stopped loving you. You deserved to know that. If you’re reading this now… I’m sorry it took this long.

And I hope, somehow, you found your way to us.

—Charlotte.”