“I understand why. But moving all of it could create complications, especially if he claims you acted punitively. We are going to be precise.”
“What do I do?”
“First, preserve everything. Screenshots, emails, text messages, bank records. Do not alter or delete. Second, open a new individual account at a different institution if you don’t already have one, but we will decide what to transfer after reviewing the source of funds. Third, I want you to come to my office tomorrow morning.”
“Miriam, the folder from Dad’s estate is gone.”
“I have copies.”
Relief hit so fast I had to grip the desk.
“You do?”
“Of course I do. Your father was a cautious man.”
My eyes filled unexpectedly.
For the first time all day, the tears were not performance.
“I should have called you sooner,” I whispered.
“You are calling now.”
That was Miriam. No wasted comfort. No scolding. Just the next step.
“Anne,” she said, “I need to ask something delicate.”
“All right.”
“Did Lucas ever ask you to sign anything recently? Anything he presented as routine?”
I frowned.
“He asked me to sign updated tax documents last month. I didn’t really read them. He said our accountant needed them.”
“What exactly did you sign?”
“I don’t know.”
“That becomes our first priority.”
After we ended the call, I sat very still.
The house had begun to darken around me. Afternoon slipped toward evening, stretching shadows across the floor. The rooms were neat, familiar, almost serene. There were two coffee mugs in the sink. Lucas’s old running shoes by the mudroom door. A half-read mystery novel on his nightstand.
Marriage was strange that way.
Even when trust died, ordinary things remained.
I went upstairs.
In our bedroom, Lucas had left his side almost bare. Closet half-empty. Dresser drawers pulled clean. The missing spaces looked accusing.
I opened the drawer of his nightstand.
Nothing.
Then the closet shelves.
Nothing but a few shoeboxes and a stack of sweaters he claimed were too bulky to pack.
In the bathroom, his shaving cream remained beside the sink.
I picked it up, then set it back down.
A ridiculous thought crossed my mind: he had left enough behind to make the lie believable. Enough to suggest return. Not enough to inconvenience himself.
I sat on the edge of the bed.
The last time I had been in this room with him, he had held my suitcase while I searched for my earrings. He had watched me in the mirror.
“You okay?” he had asked.
I had nodded.
He had stepped behind me and rested his hands on my shoulders.
“You look pale.”
“I didn’t sleep much.”
“I know this is hard.”
I remembered the concern in his eyes.
I remembered wanting to scream.
Instead, I had said, “It will be harder when you’re gone.”
He had kissed the top of my head.
The tenderness of the gesture had been the cruelest part.
Now, alone in the room, I wondered whether any of it had ever been real.
Not all of it could have been false, could it?
There had been Sunday mornings making pancakes. Snowstorms by the fireplace. The night my father died and Lucas held me while I shook so hard I could barely breathe.
Were those lies too?
Or had he loved me in the only way he knew how—until wanting something else became more important than the promises he made?
My phone rang again.
This time the caller ID showed Lucas.
My stomach tightened.
I let it ring once.
Twice.
Then answered.
“Hi,” I said.
“Hey, sweetheart.”
His voice was smooth, warm, familiar.
I closed my eyes.
“Where are you?”
“Still in transit. Long day.”
Not a lie, technically.
“Are you tired?”
“A little. Mostly missing you.”
I looked at the empty half of the closet.
“Me too.”
There was a pause.
“You sound strange.”
“I’ve been crying.”
That part was true.
“Oh, Anne.” His voice softened. “Please don’t do this to yourself.”
Do this to yourself.
Not grieve.
Not miss me.
Do this to yourself.
The phrasing landed with a small, precise sting.
“I’ll be okay,” I said.
“You sure?”
“Yes.”
“Did you eat?”
“No.”
“You need to. Promise me.”
I nearly laughed.
He was still playing husband. Still placing small tokens of care like coins in a jar.
“I promise.”
“Good. Also, I meant to say, there may be a large transfer coming out of the joint account. It’s related to the Zurich relocation.”
My eyes opened.
“There is?”
“Yeah, some housing and tax setup. It’s complicated, international stuff. I didn’t want to burden you.”
His ease frightened me more than panic would have.
“How large?”
“I’m not sure yet. A few hundred thousand maybe, but it’s temporary. Reimbursable.”
I walked to the window and looked out at the quiet street.
“Lucas, that sounds like something we should discuss.”
“We did discuss it. Remember? The relocation package? The financial restructuring?”
“No,” I said carefully. “I don’t remember discussing several hundred thousand dollars.”
