I finally cried.
I Was Teased Throughout School – At Our 10-Year Reunion, Nobody Recognized Me, so I Took Advantage of It
I wiped my cheek. “If you’re here to defend Madison, don’t.”
“I’m not.”
“Then what?”
She stepped closer, then stopped like she knew she hadn’t earned the right. “I should’ve said something back then.”
“Yes,” I said. “You should have.”
Ashley nodded. “I laughed because I was scared they’d turn on me.”
“If you’re here to defend Madison, don’t.”
I believe you,” I said. “Madison made it easy to follow her.”
Ashley’s face softened.
“But that doesn’t make it okay,” I added.
“I know.”
“And I’m not going to comfort you for feeling guilty.”
She looked down. “I know that too.”
For a moment, we just stood there with the music humming behind the glass.
“I know that too.”
Then Ashley said, “You look beautiful tonight.”
“Thank you.”
“I mean, you changed so much.”
I turned to her.
“No,” I said. “I grew. There’s a difference.”
Ashley swallowed. “There is.”
I left before she could ask for more than I had to give.
“You look beautiful tonight.”
***
In the lobby, I passed the ballroom doors. Madison was near the wall, smaller than I’d ever seen her. Brielle wouldn’t look up. The organizer was taking down the video screen.
My phone buzzed.
Mom: How’s my girl?
I smiled.
Me: She finally walked into the room, Mom.
I passed the ballroom doors.
Mom: And?
Me: Everyone finally saw her.
Mom: Good. No more shrinking, Eva. You were never meant to disappear.
I looked at my reflection in the glass. My mascara was slightly smudged. My dress was wrinkled. My hair had slipped loose around my face.
I didn’t look perfect.
I looked present.