My Ten-Year-Old’s Pregnancy Test Was Positive –

Chapter Four

The Second Place They Looked

Daniel was waiting outside the MRI department.

He stood when Sophie’s wheelchair appeared, but he did not approach us. A security officer remained nearby—not because Daniel had been arrested, but because Eric had warned the hospital there would be trouble if Daniel came near his daughter.

Sophie saw him and held out both arms.

“Daniel.”

The officer looked at me.

I nodded.

Daniel crossed the waiting room and knelt in front of her. Sophie buried her face against his shoulder.

“I told them you didn’t do anything,” she whispered.

“I know.”

“Dad didn’t believe me.”

Eric stood ten feet away. He looked as though he wanted to argue, but no words came.

Daniel pulled back and touched Sophie’s stuffed rabbit.

“I’ll be right here when you finish.”

“You promise?”

“I promise.”

The MRI took forty-seven minutes.

I counted every one of them.

When Sophie was brought back, she complained that the machine had been loud but said the headache was worse. A nurse dimmed the lights and gave her medicine.

Then Dr. Ortiz asked the adults to follow her into a consultation room.

Sophie refused to let me leave, so the meeting happened at her bedside. Daniel sat on her right. I sat on her left. Eric remained near the window.

A new doctor introduced herself as Dr. Priya Shah, a pediatric endocrinologist.

She placed an MRI image on the monitor.

Most of it looked like meaningless shades of black and gray. Near the center was a pale, irregular shape.

“We found a mass near the base of Sophie’s brain,” Dr. Shah said.

I waited for someone to correct her.

No one did.

“What kind of mass?” Daniel asked.

“We believe it may be a germ cell tumor located near the area that controls hormone production, thirst, and several aspects of development.”

Eric gripped the windowsill.

“Are you saying she has cancer?”

“We need additional imaging and tumor-marker studies before we can determine the exact type.”

I looked at Sophie. She was watching all of us, trying to decide how frightened she should be.

“Is that what caused the headaches?” I asked.

“Most likely. It is also pressing near the pathways involved in peripheral vision.”

Sophie touched the side of her head.

“But what does that have to do with the pregnancy test?”

Dr. Shah pulled her chair closer.

“A pregnancy test does not actually look for a baby. It looks for a hormone called hCG.”

“The hormone in my blood?”

“Yes. Pregnancy is the most common reason for that hormone to appear. But some germ cell tumors can produce it too.”

No one spoke.

The truth was too large to enter the room all at once.

“There was never a baby?” Sophie asked.

“No,” Dr. Shah said. “You are not  pregnant.”

Sophie’s entire body relaxed. Then she studied the image on the monitor.

“So that thing tricked the test?”

“That is one way to describe it.”

Eric lowered himself into a chair.

He stared at Daniel for several seconds.

“I thought—”

“I know what you thought,” Daniel said.

“I was trying to protect her.”

“You accused me before you even asked her.”

“I heard the word pregnant. She’s ten. What was I supposed to think?”

“You were supposed to believe your daughter when she told you the truth.”

Eric looked toward Sophie, but she turned her face into my shoulder.

Dr. Shah explained that Sophie would be admitted that night. More blood tests and scans would help identify the tumor. A neurosurgeon and an oncology team were already reviewing her case.

“Can you remove it?” I asked.

“Treatment depends on the exact diagnosis. Many germ cell tumors respond well to therapy, but we need to move quickly.”

The phrase respond well was meant to comfort me.

The words move quickly erased that comfort.

A nurse entered to place an identification band on Sophie’s wrist. Only hours earlier, hospital staff had treated her room like the scene of a hidden crime.

Now we understood that something truly had been hurting her.

It was not Daniel.

It was not an unborn baby.

It was growing inside her head.

Sophie looked at the adults gathered around her bed.

“Does this mean Daniel can come home?”

Eric closed his eyes.

Dr. Shah answered gently.

“It means the pregnancy test did not prove that anyone hurt you.”

Daniel took Sophie’s hand.

She held on tightly.

I stared at the glowing image of the tumor and understood the terrible bargain we had been given.

The test that nearly destroyed our family might also have saved my daughter’s life.