I continued to remove the filling with my hands.
I found another package.
Then another one.
One of them had photographs.
I pulled them out with numb fingers.
In the first one, Alejandro was hugging the woman with the ID card in front of a cream-colored house.
In another, she was smiling with one hand on her belly.
Pregnant.
In another, they were both holding a small cake with a candle.
There was no doubt.
It was not a fleeting affair.
It was a full life.
And I was the lie.
I felt like screaming, but no sound came out.
Just a broken moan.
Then I saw something else at the bottom of the mattress.
A thick, yellow envelope, stained in one corner.
I pulled it hard.
There were papers inside.
Minutes.
Receipts.
Copies of transfers.
And a sheet folded in four, handwritten.
I immediately recognized Alejandro’s handwriting.
I opened it.
The first lines made the cold rise up to the back of my neck.
“Mariana, if you’re reading this, it’s because something went wrong. I couldn’t keep supporting both lives much longer. Lucía started to get suspicious. The smell won’t go away, no matter how hard I try. I thought that wrapping everything up and putting it in the mattress would buy me a few days…”